It's Monday

So it's Monday. I know I just saw them on Saturday, but I'm happy to be picking up the boys. I miss them. Today is a weird day. I have to drop one off early and then come back and stay late to put them down. It throws our schedule off a bit but the change is kinda nice. Jack and I are going to the mall alone for a little while and that will be fun.

Not feeling so intense today. I don't like the feelings I get. I'm glad when I have days where they are not as constant. The reality is, I have more mellow days than intense days. But the bad ones feel like they last 10 times as long so it feels like I have them a lot.

I'm still really worried about letting anyone read this blog. My rants and ramblings are not always healthy and I'm so afraid someone is going to read them and go "dude, this chick is whack--lock her up". Actually, no one I know would use those exact words, LOL! But the action would be the same. I'm not crazy. I'm just really afraid that I might really freak people out. And I really don't want to scare away those who love me.

So, that's how my morning is. Boring but good. Had my RockstaR, got a shower already, messed around on the computer and now I'm going to head out and go get water and pick up the babies.