So today was good. I still have that whole thing going on in my head but I had a good day. I had the boys today. They took a long nap. Took them home early. Had dinner out with a good friend and now, I am sitting around waiting for my tattoo artist to draw up my twilight tattoo. I could be here all night, but I am getting it before I go home tonight.
Thinking I might need to have my meds checked. I know all this shit in my head has always been there but it seems to have gotten worse lately, or maybe it's just that I am openly expressing it now. Who knows. I am worried that the wrong person will read this and totally freak out.
I do know that since I started blogging and writing, I have been doing better. Not acting on anything and I don't seem to be obsessing as much. Which is good. But seeing my thoughts down on 'paper' makes the more real and makes me feel like a monster.
Anyway, I am going to let it go for tonight and have a good night, no matter what.
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