3:23am

It's late. I woke up with bad dreams. Not horrible, but not pleasant. I've spent the last few day isolating. On antibiotics and they are affecting the anti depressants and making me feel antisocial.

I just feel so blah. I'm not in a bad space. I don't have overly obsessive thoughts about doing damage to me, just the usual ones. I'm not mad or sad. I'm just here. I'm just in the mood to ignore everyone and just veg out until I get over this.

I keep trying to figure out what's wrong or more to the point, what's NOT right and I can't really find anything. I guess it's just blah. And that's going to have to be OK, because that all I have right now.