Long time

Long time no blog.

Still sick this weekend. The abscess in my ear is better, but still oozing. This cold is taking a firmer grip and headed to the lungs. In general. Life pretty much sucks right now. Feel like crap and there's nothing to do to make me feel better beside resting. I missed the chance to go to LA and meet Jodie. I'm just sad and tired and feeling it. I don't want to feel it. I don't feel like writing. I don't want to talk. All I want to do is sleep and cry. Or cry and sleep. That would be good. Crying myself to sleep.